Dauota

and now i'll never know do i live a lie is the only thing in life left to die, i'm terrified, burnt inside unwell, lost in hell. can i save myself or will i remain here, and i need just one final tear to get away. can i get away? can i live another day, is there a way to simplify, or will i cry, i can't see a thing, live alone in misery. is this how you unsanctify, or do i just die. i can't do it all again, i can't free my sin. one yelling cry, one light in your eye. taken away again, i scream fin, this is the end, of the beginning of a long chapter, sever all ties with all the lies, this time it dies. can i simply run away,

i cant believe i'll say this but i'm starting to hate love cuz i cant love them both and i cant have them both..one of them i'm not aloud to have the other im too stupid to have.. i let myself die inside and now i dont know what to do...i love them both so much..i love brittany so very much..but i love sabrina the same if not more..why do i let myself do these things to hurt the ones i love..i feel like a dick..she is right there and im to stupid to reach out and take her, but the other one is so far gone and i'm trying to hard to get her...i feel like a fool..a damn stupid fool...i hate it and i hate myself for for stopping it..its gone way

i found out i make a mean egg, and i can crack them with one hand too. its so amazing!